MUGGING NOW NOW NOW its just me. Mugging last minute is so me, i guess it's so everyone except for those ultimate kiasu nerds who studies everyday. But if you're not one, then I guess you're one of me?
I call myself last minute chiongster.
oh and anyway im studying for design now and yknow we all hate what we study so i hate design. Double boo for design. AND TO THINK i hafta hear the teacher's sharp annoying voice tomorrow morning again doesnt help at all
I PITY MYSELF
kkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk half an hour more to 2 years and 4 months with my baby boy weehee \m/ put your hands uppppp~
xx
"I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing."
Last night I tried to be strong, I guess we all tried to be strong but we knew being strong can only last this long..
Had a greaaaat time with momsy today :-) It's been a while since we've shopped together and I really enjoyed it (if she doesn't nag) and also partly because she'd pay for all my buys. Hehehe 8) But yeah we went to...
- Din Tai Fung for lunch and the xiao long baos there were so awesome we ate quite alot till we sort of...felt greedy
- Topshop Knightsbridge to retrieve the Fashion Fast Forward Membership Card and also to help my aunt get her make up stuff (oh man i miss working there..but all my friends are gone and instead it's filled with filipinos)
- Takashimaya to see if Sephora sells O.P.I Black Shatter and as expected, they don't. LOUSY
- Wisma to get my GRIPZ flats 8)))))) and TCC -The Connoisseur Concerto or something like that. THEY DONT SERVE ROSE JULIET ANYMORE and at that moment i was like whutttt HNGGGG #@$@#!!^@$%^!?
- Ion and got my Zara's Luxury Edition Army Shorts. Im loving it. Oh and bought a star ring at m)phosis on the way too ^^
- Food Republic with mom and the boyfriend (wheee) for some Teppanyaki!
So yeah thats about it. Actually i realized blogging helped me improve my memory. Hurz.
No Diary of a whimpy kid today ): Cinema dont show, imma sad gurl 94. BUT i'm happy overall and I learnt that no matter how annoying and naggy momsy has been all these while, she still loves me so muchhhhhh and i can tell because she always says "You like? Go try lor. If you like then i buy for you lor. But you make sure you study hard ah, if not next time no more." and the cycle goes all over again, me getting my goodies the next time round whether or not I study. Hehehe :B
Can't wait for dim sum tomorrow. Chinatown for dimsum with momsy and boyfriend! Hopefully the pops comes too, he's so busy designing other people's homes )': BUT OMYGAH speaking bout this, HE'S DESIGNING AND PLANNING TO RENOVATE OUR HOME BY THE END OF THIS MONTH TOO!!!!!! wooohooo my own rooooom with purple wallpaper! 8-)))))
k hahahahaha retarded nightz imma go watch some shows with the bf naoooo xx!
Few more months to spend and cherish all the time I have with you.....it's too sudden but I believe there'll be a miracle. Even if there won't, everything happens for a reason and I know this is God's plan so nothing bad will ever come out of it. I choose....to trust God. It's weird for me to talk to you now, because I haven't been talking to you much ever since I've started school or grown into a teenager but, I'm gonna try making all the time I have with you worthwhile. Please stay strong Gong Gong. Please.
oh btw today in this post meant Friday.
pray
all we could do now, all I can do now is pray, pray and pray.
So this is my newly made blog, and I guess everything starts anew again. It may be a wrong choice to start blogging at this period of time because of O's...but since I've gotten my own personal laptop so, why not?
The fonts are alittle small to see though, headaches caused by reading this site is strictly warned and the site owner will not take up any responsibility. Heh.
"Children, don't grow up. Our bodies get bigger, but our hearts get torn up."
I really dont wanna grow up at times because I feel that each time we grow older and develop into a more matured stage, our hearts starts getting torn up. By love(and i mean different kinds of love) and other sorts of emotional feelings.
When we love someone emotionally, in a relationship kind of status, we sort of get hurt in the middle of it. Halfway through or so, because love will never be a one-side basis that consists of only happiness. Never. But right now, i guess my heart is getting torn up by a different kind of love, a family love.
It's kinda sudden to know someone whom is so close to me, who cooks delicious meals every time and prolly took care of me(sort of) since I was young might just leave me anytime soon. How does that feel? It kinda hit me hard after at least 2 phone calls and realising how serious it was..and though we all wished it was just a dream, it will never be. This is REALITY. Harsh. Harsh reality. Those words just go together.
Right now as i'm typing this, this person is in the hospital waiting to see another doctor at 5 and probably in all of my family members' prayers, as well as mine. I may distant away from him now that everyday is either about school or friends or just tuitions and trainings, i really miss him and love him alot.
Sometimes I ask God why, why so sudden? Was this your plan? But I know, whatever happens, happens for a reason. God has a plan. Always.
Gong Gong, stay strong. xx.
Wednesday, March 16, 2011
SUPZZZZZ THIS IS MY NEWWWWWW SPACE where i write my perspectives emotions bla bla bla.....
okay imma do this again later, like in afew hours time. I'm uber tired GAWD. Nightsies xx!
"I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing." 
So this is my newly made blog, and I guess everything starts anew again. It may be a wrong choice to start blogging at this period of time because of O's...but since I've gotten my own personal laptop so, why not? 